I HATE My Body D:

So... it's even more official. I hate my body. And my recent luck. I wanted to shoot three things today, only got one. So I have three things to do tomorrow. And I need to be up early. So you know what happens? I GET SICK. >.< I don't know if the pasta I ate isn't agreeing with me, or if I'm panicking, or a combination there of; but whatever it is I don't like it. And I really, really, REALLY hate it when I can't tell. Like right now. Hell, for all I know, last night is repeating itself. By that I mean that I'm feeling out-of-sorts because I'm NOT feeling sick. Yeah, it's been that bad lately that healthy feels wrong. God how I hate this. I just want to have everything shot and be done with it already! The sooner the better. And retouching too. Ugh... I am so sick of retouching. But it has to get done. Bleh xP My goal is to have nothing but printing and DVD burning and PDF creating and Dropboxing left to do on Wednesday. It'd be nice. And if I work hard, I should be able to accomplish that. Just means I might have to sacrifice some sleep. So... don't expect to see me on Thursday. I will be recuperating.

I really wish the recuperation mention was a joke, too, but I think I really might be. My right leg is giving me hell, and pushing on like this cannot be helping. But there's not much I can do about that. And I know I'm catching some sort of cold, too. And with my diet, or lack there of pretty much, my stomach must be suffering as well. I'm amazed my body hasn't just shut down yet. I get random joint pain and fatigue lately, and I know my body isn't working nor reacting right to anything. The random bruising on my one leg is what bothers me the most though. No idea where it keeps coming from. v_v;; So... Thursday seriously might just be for me to sleep and heal. Good god... so not cool.

Shit... scratch that, I have to go in. We're all required to be there the first day of portfolio review. So... I'll see what I can do. I am not looking forward to sitting in those chairs though. Sitting=Stiff leg. And that means pain when I move. As it was I almost couldn't stand today when I woke up. Great...

Yeah... definitely going to have to see a specialist this summer. Blarg.

Hallmark... is going to be the death of me. x_x